Thursday, December 2, 2021

Survivor's Mind

Drowning in confusion in this battle of what do I do
Hide the feelings push them way down Why yes, of course I am ok
Keep it all in because hey, noone really cares so alone I will carry this weight
My burden alone Seems to be the total sum of my fate
My mind is one of chaos, perplexed as to which road to take
Reach out, hold back, does it matter
Whatever the decision the outcome will still be the same
There is a never-ending battle most people will never understand 
Oh it will get better out of the darkness will come light Those are just words when sometimes you just want someone to hold you and take you by the hand
Drowning in confusion in this battle of what do I do
I will let my words be my remedy my salvation The lifeline to lead me back to that little bit of light those last remnants that I have to hold on to