Why Him

Why is he the one she always thinks about, always dreams about, never wants to be without

Why is he the one who had to take the biggest piece of her heart, turn it inside out,, when she was the one he never even cared about

Why do the thoughts of him always fill her head, even though he had always said it would never be

And why is that she can still care so much, remember every touch from someone not even worthy of her love

Why him instead of any of the many guys who see the beauty in her eyes as well as the beauty of her soul

Why him someone who would never care, could never be there, would never love here the way she deserved

And why does God make it so easy to give your heart, to someone you know from the start doesn’t deserve it

And lastly, why so impossible to take it back, so you can mend the deep cracks left by finally being able to answer yourself, why him